Her life in Shanghai. Stories to be shared. Memories.
CAROL
.My rants and rubbish.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Have you ever... tried keeping your cool when everything else in the world seems to be tumbling down on you with everybody having the mindset that its all your fault? Everyone just assumes that you had made a mistake and you are dragging everyone down w u? AND when ure in deep shite, ure all alone, and dont seem to have anyone to support u except those who knows ur situation & would understand. When u just need help, but u just get a direct rejection after all the crap. HA! HELL YEAH I DID.
Basically I had enough of that for almost the whole of today. I have been taking everyone's goddamn shite attitude and all their fucking temper. I have been swallowing all the fucked up stereotype comments who fucking dont care much about you cause they dont wanna be in trouble as well! I kept QUIET all the way, doesnt mean i know its my mistake when im just NOT! IM JUST TOLERATING. Yes, I can tolerate as much as i could, just dont push your goddamn luck any furthur.
ha. just venting it out. tired of all these. well i guess the world day has drained me emotionally and mentally. realising the truth of people when ure at your lowest. i just can say i am NEVER apologetic for something i DID NOT do and i would not stoop so low to explain my way through. Thats just me. Take it or leave it. I do not owe the world any explanations UNLESS i really think i do. I dont get the respect, so do anyone. What comes around, goes around. Having to had anger vented out and obvious to you that they're saying its your fault, without getting the whole picture right, is simply pathetic and unrespectable. Trying to help, i know is fine, but not wholeheartedly is something i do not ask for. Nor will i force. This sufficiently tells me how much about a person inside. All i can say is a GRATEFUL THANK YOU for doing so.
These people are simply just wasting the earth's resources and should be shot right in the head. period.
