Her life in Shanghai. Stories to be shared. Memories.
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.My rants and rubbish.
Friday, April 27, 2007
Yawns.. My eyes all droopy and saggy due to late night hogging on my lappy screen watching PRISON BREAK with my parttime breakfast maker and my 24 hr partner cum project mate who tahan-ed all my burps, farts and ugly sight of food stuck in between my braces. HA!
We watched till about 12.30am starting from epi19 all the way to 22! HAHHA! The ending was such a drag! Why cant they just all escape and have a happy ending instead of Micheal going back to jail and the whole escaping crap starting all over again! Heard from huns that the 3rd series ending aint any better, its either they're all gonna die or go back to jail! Holycrap, its worse than some draggy korean flicks isnt it? trash.
Oh yea. Just wanna share something i did during my Sec. sch days. I was reminded of it when i chatted w xianyu this morning on the jerky bus ride to work. Lol! Dont u even dare to laugh about it okay! Hhaha.. Well, frankly I was rather a plump little girl in my early teens like around Sec2, still maturing and growing out of the dumb puberty stage(sighs, yes completely an ugly duckling). I was rather a fattyphobic person and i hate those fatty acids accumulating all around my body. EEkks.. So one day after CCA(haha, modern dancing! dont laugh! have been dancing since i was a young kid alright.), together with my friend, we walked past a shop selling chinese medicine. The smart-o-me suggested to my friend on trying some slimming teas! HAHA.. okay. It was a set of 60 for about like $3.50?Pretty cheap i thought, so no harm trying and we shared and took 30 packets home each. I remembered quite clearly about the whole thing bcause it left a DRASTIC outcome.
Well, the instructions was to take it before breakfast and sleep. It took effect quite quickly and I started shitting everyday at around 5am, right before breakfast and then around noon=/ one word for it ----TRAGIC. For a MONTH, my appetite went down because I didnt want to shit so much. BUT, no matter theres food or not in your stomach, it will just keep detoxifying u, draining u of water instead of solid waste.=/
Its simply a toxicant drink and never will become ur anti-fatty lifesaver. sheesh! This is part and parcel of a fat girl's life. Lol! Maybe cheerleading and dancing made me slim down instead! hahaa...
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Have you ever... tried keeping your cool when everything else in the world seems to be tumbling down on you with everybody having the mindset that its all your fault? Everyone just assumes that you had made a mistake and you are dragging everyone down w u? AND when ure in deep shite, ure all alone, and dont seem to have anyone to support u except those who knows ur situation & would understand. When u just need help, but u just get a direct rejection after all the crap. HA! HELL YEAH I DID.
Basically I had enough of that for almost the whole of today. I have been taking everyone's goddamn shite attitude and all their fucking temper. I have been swallowing all the fucked up stereotype comments who fucking dont care much about you cause they dont wanna be in trouble as well! I kept QUIET all the way, doesnt mean i know its my mistake when im just NOT! IM JUST TOLERATING. Yes, I can tolerate as much as i could, just dont push your goddamn luck any furthur.
ha. just venting it out. tired of all these. well i guess the world day has drained me emotionally and mentally. realising the truth of people when ure at your lowest. i just can say i am NEVER apologetic for something i DID NOT do and i would not stoop so low to explain my way through. Thats just me. Take it or leave it. I do not owe the world any explanations UNLESS i really think i do. I dont get the respect, so do anyone. What comes around, goes around. Having to had anger vented out and obvious to you that they're saying its your fault, without getting the whole picture right, is simply pathetic and unrespectable. Trying to help, i know is fine, but not wholeheartedly is something i do not ask for. Nor will i force. This sufficiently tells me how much about a person inside. All i can say is a GRATEFUL THANK YOU for doing so.
These people are simply just wasting the earth's resources and should be shot right in the head. period.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Well done! Im now a parent of Evie & chuchu and 3 new babies (with their names still undecided) & NOW a parent of another 3 newborns?! Maybe i should be happy, i guess i SHOULD be BUT its just too fast! By the time when im back, i would be missing the growing stage of those 2 batches of newborns! SCREAMS- Due to my baby allowing them to have a natural lifestyle of staying all under one roof, it made the couple ultra horny! bad idea hun! lol.
Its a laidback weekday again with almost a zero workload but an xtra workday on Sun. How horrible is that?! XTREMELY. i gotta grumble.. yes i have to grumble... i seriously like to but i have NO choice. Unless i take a day leave and that means i have to minus away my pathetic salary of like 10 per day?! haaww..
enough said. Oh! I just cant wait for this month end to come, which means im going for my resort holidaying on Sunny island for 3 days before im back in this polluted city! Its about a 2hr drive to that place. Well was supposed to drive there by ourselves(starts to imagine those american dramas, renting a cheap car & going on a roadtrip w a grp of friends and staying over at cheap motels) HA! but heard gettin a license here is way too troublesome. So that kinda explains why e roadtrip is cancelled and prob getting a driver to send us therem instead. Damn... i need a good destressing trip=/
Okay nvm... Well at least ive heard of Go-karting available there as well! wow wheeeeeee! PLUS... the sun recently has been shining brightly w temp rising to about 20 plus! Suntanning has become a dream come true here for me hopefully!-prays hard- getting our bikinis over the weekend! -grins-
Somehow, i have been quite homesick lately. Thinking about my own bed & sweet smelling room, Siti helping me to wash my clothes & listening to me at times over my problems, my Daddy being himself and always making the most unfunny jokes around(my baby has been a fan of my dad, usually laughing at his jokes & teases on me=(. ), my 2 little baby nephews who has been asking around for his fat old aunty(thats me), my bro who i always love to update him about my life, cause he has always been missing out alot.. oh well, n my ever pretty sis in law, who have always been very nice to me! Just let me go home... awwww... i wanna go back home!=(
